"思"無窮遞回?

for(i = 0; i < ∞; i++)
cout << "思";

為什麼如此?
已經逼自己忘記
卻總在念頭已經淹到胸口之際
才肯斬斷念頭?
為的只是享受那股
曾經存在的
感覺
無窮無盡: ∞

就像遞回一樣
反反覆覆的出現在腦海裡
不斷的重複播放、倒帶
只是這遞回
沒有上界
無窮無盡: ∞

為什麼要承受如此痛苦?
一次次反反覆覆的折磨
只會是消耗兩人之間的熱度
我
累了

漸漸的似乎沒差了
我會試著忘記......

Evanescence - Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under